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I officially conclude that I am freaking addicted to Les Choristes. Yes. Totally addicted. And whoever wants the clip(s) <- note that I said clip, which means it's like 1 minute long thingys, gmail me. If you don't know my gmail.. you're.. sad. I am going to buy the soundtrack. And yes, I support the originals! I shall be nice and support all the copyright laws. So, you people out there, I am (strongly) encouraging you to go buy the VCD instead of copying it off me. Because that way the people who made this wonderful film get some money. It's only fair that they do. And anyway, EOIs are seriously near now, and I am surprised at my calm state. Had maths in the afternoon, and I didn't go for CCA. Manori, yes, I did tell Mr Mah. And yes, my maths does suck more than yours. Definately. Anyway, I think I should get off. Now.

Goodness. I am so depressed. And irritated. And why? Because of school stuff.

The teacher does make the student. And even though the teacher only opens the door for the student, different teachers open the door differently. Some open it wider, some open it just a small crack. And some help you get through the door. But some just leave you there.

EOIs are in like, a week. And some people aren't even the slightest bit stressed about it. And unfortunately or fortunately for me, I'm not really one to get stressed. So, I seriously NEED to be stressed. Because that way, I will feel like actually doing something, rather than just sitting here wasting time, like I'm doing now. I need that sense of urgency. Argh. I should have gone for Mrs Chew's lesson on Saturday. I need more maths practice because my maths seriously sucks. And my chinese is getting nowhere. My chem does not exist. My bio is just a blur, sorry Mr Chia. And SS. I know I would normally have done more than I'm doing now. It's just that I am totally not motivated. And I'm also slightly depressed by the lack of a certain teacher. I never thought I'd even miss that teacher a little bit. But no, I am so wrong. I really need to go and do something useful. I've been trying to study bio for the last 4 days and it hasn't been working. I don't know what a gamete is. I don't even think I know how to spell it.

Lately somehow my studies don't play as big a part in my life as they used to.

I don't know, but there are like 3 million other things which are really important too. And I am kinda pissed and confused because there are so many things which simply don't have answers.

I miss pri school. And I miss lower sec. That's because I never wondered about those things. And the answers were so much more straightforward and easy. And there were answers to everything.

I really don't know what I want to do with my life. I have no clue what subject combination I want to take in JC, not to mention the couse in University, which one to go to, where it will be, because I simply don't know my life's direction.

Argh.

Went to school as per normal today, and the cat decided to shit in class instead. How very smart of it. We were having PE and then when we came back up, it was discovered that it had shit-ed. (however you spell that).

Anyway thankfully it was easier to clean up than yesterday's mess. I really really think they shoud stop bringing the cat to school. Had Maths and Chem and then afterwards I was wishing that the chinese teacher wasn't here and true enough she wasn't! Then stoned my way through CLE and the sexuality education thing, and then went with Juliet to eat Subway, while the rest of the school had their beautiful long day and we didn't

I have finally succumbed to the temptation of a blog which actually uses a non-html blogging system. I kinda want something easier, because I'm getting lazy.

Why now? Why not last time, a long long time ago?

Because, recently, I've noticed a number of people *glances at Edwin and Mac* who started blogs here too, and I've decided to be unoriginal and jump onto the bandwagon. Then what about my old site? Well, it's still there, and I'll update as and when I feel like, but otherwise, it makes a relatively good host.

Sorry Yahoo, but gmail has overtaken you. And unfortunately your messanger is not as widely used as msn, so I prefer msn even though I do have Yahoo. On the topic of gmail, yes, I do have too many invites for my own good. So if anyone wants any drop me a mail.

Today in school was generally boring, and nothing much happened. Except that the cat, named Ocean, (yes, that thing has a name), because it's eyes are blue, although I don't think so, but others apparently do. It's supposed to be something like Ocean's Eleven. Whatever lah. So the point is that during Maths, the cat decided to pee on Lyn. Poor lyn. Her clothes were soaked with cat pee. And according to her account to be afterwards during History, the cat looked innocent when it was peeing? And then after that it went to sleep. So Lyn obviously had to change her clothes, because the thing soaked right through. Yuck. And not to mention that the classroom stank. We stayed in class for History, and amazingly Mr Redmund didn't smell anything. He said that the smell of the deoderant someone decided to spray to mask the smell was too strong. Anyway after school we had to move all the tables and chairs.. because someone smart decided that they wanted to use our classroom for something. I don't really know what. Anyway the point is that we had to move stuff. Although I think the smell of the classroom would put them off. But then again they are not to know right? I just hope that the class would seriously reconsider the cat. It's kinda.. unhygenic. Especially if people play with the cat and then eat food in class. That is like, disgusting. And the cat definately has to pee and not to mention shit. So wouldn't that be worse when it happens? In my opinion, a cat shouldn't be kept in a classroom. Especially not in a classroom cupboard.